please grab the nails

please grab the nails
the long, thin ones
and the hammer
the one i use for the seeds
for the tea
for the pain
to
go
away
please grab the nails
i need to hammer them
deep
into the hands
the shoulders
the arms
my back
and certainly my legs
and feet
In the end give me two more
i need to poke
the eyes
i do not want to see
how i look
with all those holes
dug
through
me